The Tissue Kid

 The Tissue Kid

Um today i went out after like a month, it was for my second dose of vaccine. It was quick and not bad. So my sister picked me up at 9 and we go to the vaccine place and wait for about 1 hour and a half i think. One of the lady was being a bitch (sorry to say, but i think even she noticed that herself). 

Anyways, we're done with everything and we're driving back. On the way back we had to stop bcs of the red light and we saw this little kid. He's about my little brother's age which is like 8 i think, he was selling tissues at the road. I felt umm... i felt a little bit sad yeah. 

This past few days i've been feeling so stressed and my mind is so tired. And i've been thinking about my self and how stressed i am. When i saw this kid suddenly i'm- i was thinking, "this kid must having it worse than i am" that was my first thought

I wanted to help him

And he came our way and i gave him money. It really is not that much but i felt so happy. So happy that i ignored my sister because i was so speechless and having my own thought. 

I think, i hope with the money i gave him he could have nice meal. I hope i helped him with something, whatever the problem he's having right now. I would say that wasn't a very big help from me, but right now is 1am and i can't stop thinking about it. I couldn't sleep and felt like i have to write this

So right now i wanna live to help people. I will be succesful and be a big help for others. I don't know how big i'm gonna be but this is now a dream for me. I wanna help little kids who can't have a normal childhood, little kids who suffers. 

I don't know if i'm able to do this but god, i am asking for your help and way. I am very serious about this. I mean this whole time i feel like i'm being too focused on what's inside my life, like my self, my fam, my friends.. that i completly forgot about what's outside. I forgot that some people are having it worse

It's a promissed now. Once i made my own money i will help people in needs. My priority is gonna be little kids and women. But yeah, i can't wait to be successful and help others and make a big change in their life in a positive way. God will help me so it'll happend.